body cavity
a few weeks ago i crawled into a blackened circle
an old campfire cold but
hazy
like the slow burn of damp wood. i
crimped my organs
and rumpled my limbs flailing for
a position that didn’t throb.
but
to be naïve and fetal,
dead to sensation.
to drown out the silence and space
with red heat.
all my
thrashing prayers have not
broken skin. i still feel
jonathan d baker 6 19 04 |