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we meet regularly
in coffee shops and kitchens
blathering to each other. trying
to fill the pauses with ourselves.
we are the cerebral squatters. each of us hoping to
dislodge some faint memory and replace it with our own pithy sayings and clever jousts.
we who crawl from silence,
hearing in it
the hollow trudge into the grave.
truth be told, if we were not acutely aware
of our own decay we would
hew each other as serial killers. and so
we cope with our own self-righteousness,
gathering weekly to plant our flag in the immortal.
talking of our high school days and the african clinics we’ll open (when
we become those we envy).
like disillusioned adventurers we
prattle on
uncomfortable with stillness.
uncomfortable with death.
digging
for eternity with each feeble adjective.
thank god i’m not one of us.
jonathan d baker 7 15 04
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