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trailblazers

we meet regularly

in coffee shops and kitchens

blathering to each other.                                              trying

to fill the pauses with ourselves.

we are the cerebral squatters. each of us hoping to

dislodge some faint memory and replace it with our own pithy sayings and clever jousts.

we who crawl from silence,

hearing in it

the hollow trudge into the grave.

truth be told, if we were not acutely aware

of our own decay we would

hew each other as serial killers.                 and so

we cope with our own self-righteousness,

gathering weekly to plant our flag in the immortal.

talking of our high school days and the african clinics we’ll open (when

we become those we envy).

like disillusioned adventurers we

prattle on

uncomfortable with stillness.

uncomfortable with death.

digging

for eternity with each feeble adjective.

thank god i’m not one of us.

 

jonathan d baker 7 15 04

dog asleep on the couch

10,000 feet above the surface of the earth

(de)construction

there is no justice in medicine

trailblazers

i could not make you better

body cavity